I do.
Not the I'm Single kind of lonely.
It's more of No one cares about me way of lonely.
No matter what, I was always that friend that comes in second.
Or third. Or fifth. Or Seventh.
It doesn't matter anymore does it.
Cause I'll never be the first.
And that feels lonely.
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Found this in my notes.
Woah I must have been feeling really down to have even typed that out.