Joker,
I was filming my own drama series in school. God, the whole world sure can tell. I don't know what is happening. I don't know how to handle it. I don't how to react to it. I wanted so badly to act as if everything is fine in school. The more you asked if I'm fine, the harder for me to act as if nothings wrong. Next time(hope there is not), just ignore me. I can't even do my paper right.
Try covering your ears under the running cold shower. Its so quiet. The water just makes me feel calm, it gets me thinking. Yeah, feeling so much better. A microwave instant pizza would be so good right now. I'm being a depressed pessimist right now.
I'm going to watch some sappy love story to cheer myself up. Tmrw going to be a better day. Hell yeah it is.