Really ,
Why is it I'm not afraid of doing the wrong things & keep repeating it but always ashamed of doing the right thing?
I really think its time I change , in whatever aspect there is in life - studies , religion , character wise , the way I talk , the way I act , the way I do things . Everyday, everyone is changing. The people around me - friends , families , everyone. These changes really got me thinking. Everyone has started to change , how about myself ? It's time right ?
Believe me , I really want to change. I want to feel the pleasure & greatness of life. I want to receive the feeling of blessed in whatever I do. Everything. I think it's about time I start thinking and do what I think is right for me in life. It's not to late, there's still time . It all now depends on me . What am I going to do now & how I'm doing it. I'm going to do it right . Thinking about what is going to happen in the future , the uncertainty of the future really scares me . It scares the hell out of it. Who knows what God is planning for us in the future .
I think its time I take that turn in my life .