
ate dinner at nenek's house. did'nt eat much eventhough i really wanted to. lately, i don't feel like eating that much. maybe no appetite. or maybe i just don't feel like eating what is available at home. i don't know but i think my loss of appetite has cause some effect. feeling really tired lately even though did'nt do anything much.
lately, the house seems to be empty. mother is working two jobs, it should be tiring for her. but it looks like she is enjoying it, i don't know. she hardly cooks in the morning as she have to leave early in the morning. maybe the lack of food at home has changed my appetite. house chores are piling and we are the ones who have to do it. sis is always back late at night, don't where has been to. early morning, no one at home. sometimes i miss those primary sch days when everyone would be home early eventhough i used to find it irritating.
nothing much happened since the holidays started. rot at home almost every single day. i'm out of cash so can't go out everyday.there's school till the end of next wk. at least i get to get out of the house to somewhere with purpose and not aimlessly walking around and wasting my money on god knows what.
i don't know what is up with this post. it's like super random. just ignore it,i do.who reads this blog anyway?